I think I've definitely reached a point in my life where everything in the world is the *something* of dreams, but that could just be because they're new and everything is exciting when it's new, particularly when you're vain and materialistic like me. I have been feeling pretty crappy about my style for a while now - I haven't posted much fashion-related content for the whole year and I've mostly lived in the black jeans I bought near the start of term.
Now, there ain't nothing wrong with black jeans, but when you are limited to the few tops that go with it, It doesn't make for particularly compelling fashion blogging.
I took to clearing out my wardrobe of pretty much everything that I didn't feel excited about, and did bit of budget-friendly shopping to supplement the gaps I had made. I also bought some new makeup - I'd almost kind of forgotten what non-dried up mascara felt like. Everything applies so smoothly and fluidly! I bought this gorgeous smock/ shirt dress from ARK, though sadly I can't find the link for it, probably because I got in in the sale for £12, yippee! I have been buying a lot more smocky kind of things recently and I really think it's the way to go. Life's too short to be hitching skirts up and down all day when you spend most of it bent over a sketchbook.
I paired it with simple black flats, but I think it would also look really cool with black chelsea boots. The idea was that the black flats and tights combo would be leg slimming and lengethening. Or something. I also trimmed my hair myself recently and I'd just like to draw attention to just how straight I got it. Snaps for me.
I'm feeling much happier and looking forward to the two weeks of easter holiday that awaits me - I hope you're looking forward to your long weekend too!
Hi guys! So today's post is something a little different - I filmed a video of my favourite Illustration Materials. I've been watching a lot of Skillshare videos recently and I was probably inspired by that, but I have been wanting to share my favourite ways of Illustrating for a while.
Mostly when I draw/paint I use POSCA pens, or Gouache Paint and here's a link to the best fineliners in my opinion.
I hope you liked posts of this nature - I'd really like to share more about my illustration work with you. Thanks for watching!
Ps - I just want to add that none of these links are sponsored, these are just some brands I use or would lean towards. x
Sometimes I really suck at looking after myself. Actually, a lot of the time I really suck. I can't be the only one that convinces myself that I can actually do everything. I'm the kind of gal who'll say yes to anything - not like that you filthy-minded people - or I'll decide that yes, I am totally capable of smashing out that 40-thing-strong to-do list in the next few hours.
I mentioned a little while ago that I'd started a new 'editorial calendar' for my blog, and I'd been relatively successfully pre-planning and scheduling posts. The problem though is that I'd felt a little detached from my blog - I was writing 10 or so blog posts all at once, scheduling them throughout the month, along with tweets, and then barely touching my camera or my blog for the rest of the time.
I didn't have much idea of what was posting that day, unless I vigilantly checked my calendar. I felt like I was just watching my posts disappear until I'd have 0 scheduled again, and be back to square one.
Obviously, this approach didn't work for me - I was stressing about not having 3 weeks prepped in advance, and every post closer to my last scheduled post I got, the more pressure I felt, and the more I felt like a failure.
If all these other bloggers can do it, why can't I? Was my reasoning.
I'm just not organised enough.
I just spent too much time relaxing and not enough time working.
I didn't nip out of Uni to take photos enough.
I didn't plan enough in advance.
I did what was natural and after lying in bed sobbing because I couldn't do anything right, and feeling dreadfully guilty about lying in bed crying instead of sitting and writing those gosh darn blog posts, it hit me - with some cajoling from my boyfriend.
None of these bloggers are like me.
The bloggers I was putting on a pedestal of consistency, gleaming images, witty and inspiring writing and overwhelming amounts of social media presence, were full time bloggers, or freelancers, or only worked a few days a week, and were big, proper growed-ups.
I was giving myself so much grief for not fitting what everybody else does into half the amount of time. Now, I know not everybody's schedule is the same, but a lot of students - particularly arty people and crazy rocket science people - have actually quite a lot of work to do. I will spend 10-5, 5 days a week in the studio at Uni and still spend my evenings and weekends feeling guilty if I'm not working.
I realised that i'm a student and I will never get this time back. I'm not saying I'm cutting down on blogging in favour of partying, because that's not exactly my vibe, but I'm certainly not going to let myself feel awful about not hitting my three-posts-per-week target this week. I barely even do one interesting thing per week!
You're here to learn, to make friends and 'discover yourself'. Your blog will still be there at the end of it, and so will readers and PRs and everyone else that you're worried about.
I'm not saying don't blog, I'm just saying give yourself a break and just enjoy blogging.
It's been so long since I did an outfit post! I'm back to trying to get one up once a week or so, as I miss them. Probably part of the lack of outfits - aside from the abysmal weather and my busy schedule - is due to the fact that I recently bought a pair of jeans and for a while, I felt like jean-based outfits weren't "good enough" for outfit posts, so I didn't photograph them. Until now! I finally decided to get a *good* photo of me in them - I persuaded myself to get a pair from Topshop - the Joni stretch kind that are high waisted. I went for a really big size (for me) so that the waist was a little looser, and the legs weren't quite so skin-tight. I've been thinking of getting a pair of black jeans for so long, and these seemed like a studio-appropriate pair for days when lots of paint or long shifts are involved.
The great thing about now owning skinny jeans is that I can now buy t-shirts! I fell in love with this stripy, initialled Raglan top from River Island - I have always loved them and had a few plain ones in my indie kid days, but now I have a sweet, cropped one WITH MY INITIAL ON IT. I have started a weird little collection, evidently, of things with 'A' on it - a big shiny ornament, a mug and now this. I've been loving wearing it, and a few other new tees with the jeans - everything is so comfortable, and that's what's important to me these days!
I've had an insanely stressful week of deadlines (again - when do I not, eh?) but it was actually pretty rewarding. I've been working on an entry to a competition that I can't wait to share everywhere after the submission date, and I feel really proud of how it turned out. Luckily the past few days I've been at least out of jeans and into a few skirts and I'm looking forward to blogging, eating and celebrating!
I suppose I don't live quite the ordinary 'student life'. My house is mostly not a dump. My living situation is on the whole, a fairly privileged situation. I have a long-term and fairly serious relationship with Martin and we speak pretty openly about how we want (wish) the rest of our lives to turn out.
It's nice to be able to be frank with someone, without the fear of worrying what the other person is thinking, whether they think you're moving too fast, whether you're scaring them. This kind of assurance is exciting, as it means you get to plan, and be excited about the future with someone and honestly, anyone who knows me well will know that planning is one of my favourite things (not necessarily something I'm good at, but I enjoy it.)
The internet, as I'm sure you're well aware, is filled with a never ending stream of beautiful, inspiring stuff that I want, and being the materialist that I am, I get a bit overwhelmed with the desire to have all of that, and often feel a little pang of jealousy that I am not quite in the point in my life where I can put all this inspiration to use. I often remedy that by planning for the day that I will, pinning and saving and accumulating all the loveliness so that when the time comes to search for a sofa, I will somehow summon all of the seating-related beauty that has ever crossed my path.
Back to my point - part of this little ritual is sending these 'life goals' to Martin, mainly to check he agrees that it is indeed a beautiful kitchen and yes, we would definitely swap the carpet for the original floorboards underneath. I (or should I say we, heh) have dreams of well sculpted sofas, gleaming white walls andva delicate balance of newness, vintage and dogs functioning as blankets. I thought it would be sweet to scroll back through the archives of our Hangouts messages and show you some of the photos I've accumulated over time.
1. gh0stparties| 2. gh0stparties| 3.*| 4. *| 5. jesussauvage| 6. ahem...gh0stparties| 7.MermaidGossip| 8. domaine home|
*I couldn't find the original link to these images - they seem to be the Tumblr black hole kind of images that never find their rightful owner. If anyone knows the original owner please let me know!
So the other day I was rummaging around in my bag for something or other when it occurred to me how ridiculous my 'Whats in my bag' would be. I love seeing these when they're a bit more honest, which is the nature of mine, so I decided to do one. Being an art student, 5 times out of 7 I have a massive bag full of crap that I have to lug from my house to various places around Uni. The dilemma is that I am not as productive at home, but all my art stuff is there. Here's two of the *smaller* bags I take to uni.
I actually had to narrow down what I photographed for this post (yeah, I left out the receipts, bits of paper and 42 bobby pins) but they were in there. The sheer number of pens, paintbrushes, rubbers, sharpeners, bulldog clips, glue sticks etc that accumulate in there would have ruined the picture, but you are starting to get a sense of how much I cart around for fear of wishing I had after 10 minutes in the studio.
Still, some of my *absolute essentials* that I take with me to Uni are as follows: A notepad - probably not unusual for any student I don't think, but we need to take notes at any given moment (lecturers tend to descend on you and bombard you with fantastic advice that you'd do well to write down) My now decidedly battered Michael Kors purse, pens, pencils, paintbrushes and my new favourite gouache paints.
Another less unusual necessity is my headphone, vital for when you are procrastinating and you need to actually isolate yourself and focus on gettin' shit done. Probably more unusual to have *constantly with you* is tea, and teabags. My gal pals and I have started bringing tea and milk to the studio now that they have removed the Starbucks kiosk in our building. Tea is V I T A L for studio survival. I take ordinary tea bags for days we buy milk (I am suffering through with Sainsbury's own teabags at current - woe is me) but I also bring my jasmine tea leaves for days when we have no milk. This is my favourite kind of green tea, and I much prefer the leaves to tea bags.
Finally, I've become one of those hand cream people. Only I'm not because I basically just carry it around and forget about it. But the idea is that I have it on me to help with my resolution of not 'picking' at my nails. If my cuticles are soft and smooth, it's a lot easier to not pick.
I feel like I'm not the only one who just carries this kind of thing around with good intentions??
Anyone that knows me knows that I love pancakes, thought it is surprisingly not the reason for my blog name and it's been pancakes that have pulled me back to Pudding Pantry for sneaky midweek breakfasts with Martin. As you might have guessed, The Pudding Pantry has an array of dazzling homemade puddings to tempt you. However, I always go for the pancakes (Maple-bacon and available all day) See my other posts about places in Nottingham here and here.
I mentioned about the design of the place in my previous 'In Notts' post, and this post will be no different! Pudding Pantry sits in an unusual location - super central and next to an enormous TK Maxx. It's situated in one of the enormous, glass-walled super modern buildings that also house a Cafe Nero, PC World, etc, and so this place ends up flooded with light. The decor appeals to my taste of interior design: white, white, everywhere white, with wooden floors and *plant related art* - those pictures are actually available for purchase and I want want want.
The coffee is tasty, the foam is creamy and they make milkshakes which are insane. All the food (O, delicious pancakes) comes out on blue and white enamel-coated plates - be still my heart. I really want to try out the various *actual puddings* at some point so I will most definitely be back.
Nottingham has such a good reputation for independent food and coffee places, and this is definitely up there in the top. It's another one that gets pretty bustling and busy, and it is great to be sitting amongst people studying and ladies quaffing wine with lunch. I also have a friend who works here (hi Melissa!) which makes it extra special. If you're in Notts looking for somewhere to lunch, give it a try!